I am not dead

I'm sorry I havent updated and all. Caught up in assignments and stuff. My course is half completed. Hmm. Tiring.
Gosh, I'm so proud, heard Kei Kei got into some pre-U in prelis. Suppose to be good right? Siew Yeng told me. CONGRATS!!! hehe soo happy for you. Tell me what is it like there. Got inernet a not? brought enough things?!?! If anyone knows tell me.
sigh. anyway. Am very tired. Dont know why n I am suppose to kind of invent a toy. Sigh, frustrated.
Why is everyone's, except mine, post so poetic. sry i spoil it. hehe.
okok cheers

小小瓜！

今天到坤成去代班，去教3、4年级的童军。
哇哇哇…只是控制场面就花了半小时。
平时我懂得运用丹田的功力发声，这次也伤了喉咙。

对付小孩子，我自问还算合格。
可是…今天我认输了。
60多个小瓜，这里一句，那里一句。
这里打架，那里打小报告。

难怪小学老师都那么凶。
你不凶，就会被凶！
同情老师，也同情胡兄。
每个星期都要轰炸一次。

如果我能够控制这一班，我相信应该可以出师了。
是要等待那一天呢？

要出发咯！

明天，不，应该是说今天就要出发到KMP咯！
好紧张哦！
总在担心带少这个、带少那个的；
又或者担心会有什么突发状况，自己会不懂得如何反应。。
毕竟我的本能反应并非如此理想。。 :p
到目前为止，也只能为自己好好加油，
也要为我朋友们加油。。

我会好好努力加油的。。。

天下没有不散之筵席

天下没有不散之筵席。
这句话，我早就在小学学会了。
这句话说明没有人没有遇过分离，也说明没有人不会遇上分离。

小学一个班级，50人。
小学6年，就有6个班级。
人数可能一样，可是同学可能走样了。

中学一个班级，40-50人。
中学5年，就有5个班级。
同学常常不同，加上翘课逃学，有些遇上真的没几回。

中六一个班级，40多人。
同一个班级，维持一年多。
对于插班生的我来讲，每一个都是新脸孔。

童军6-7年，遇上的人可不少。
有不同年龄的，有不同学校的。
有很有钱的富家少爷，也有穷到扒街的小子。
一年一年地过去，多少新人来，多少旧人走。
有难过？
有伤感？

没有，因为我相信：
我们遇上，我们分离。
然后呢？
期待下一次的再次遇上。
不是很好吗？
朋友！

回来啦

各位兄弟姐妹！
我要回来啦！

我们的部落格，我的故事

“ 会哭，不代表是悲伤；
不哭，不代表不会悲伤。。”

在我参加童军即将迈入的第七年，
小妹觉得这两句形容得挺适合的；
曾经，我在本团是个爱哭鬼，
但都不是因为悲伤而哭泣，
只因小妹容易被激怒、容易落泪；
现今，小妹想哭也哭不出来，
可是心里却感到难过。。

每次，来到这里，
我们的部落格，我们的故事，
看到这张合照，
会感到鼻子不知觉地酸起来，
眼眶也会不听话地泛起泪光；
这张照片是我们seniors最齐人的时候吧？
（虽然现在已经不是seniors了,但习惯这样叫）
拍这张照片时，是最幸福的时候吧？
（虽然是因为howard要到沙巴留学而拍的，但并非因他要离开而幸福，请勿误会！）
对于我而言，是的！
当时，的确是我们最开心的时候，不是吗？

现在回想起来，
这些快乐的片段似乎离我们越来越远、越来越模糊。。


*这篇文章只是小妹突然有感而发所写的。。

老家伙

在坤成童军网站里看了照片。
看到了一些熟悉的面孔已经一些老家伙的猫样。

例如说：
潜水已久的胡教练。
还有…
胖加胖的鸡蛋王子龙哥。

哇哇哇…手痒痒起来了。

Rose

Which is me...
I received a rose from kei kei just now, she passed it to my brother.
My comments on "The Rose"..it looks fake, i thought it was fake and wanted to put it onto my home altar, but then it felt "alive"..and had the scent of the rose(fei hua..it is a rose....)..

Maybe she just gave it to me because she thinks that I'm as beautiful as the rose..well, can't blame her, everybody thinks like that..
or she was just trying to discard it and then passed it to me so that i can compost it.
or, she wanted to tell me that..hey boy, life is like a flower, you germinate, grow, be strong, then weaken, then die.Impermanent.

Which assumption is correct, kei kei?

p/s:As a normal human being, you would choose the first one..most probably..unless you're abnormal..

not a poetic title.

i know the flags. :) but the post before took me a while to understand and i still dont really understand. so kei wants to get a scholarship but not sure what to study is it? no worries think hard about it and do what u will enjoy. and david, did u get the scholarship?
all the best if u are waiting for replies!
and ho, very busy now is it? close to graduating already?

两面旗

上一次，鄙下指着这两面旗，问两位巫裔女同学：
「Kamu tahu ini bendera manakah?（你们知道这是那里的旗吗？）」

两位三年级大学生竟然答不出这个问题。
当时鄙下心里面就承诺自己，鄙下教的童军一定要知道这些常识，而不只是什么微计分，什么幼吾幼…

别告诉我你们也不知道这是什么。

心慌慌，慌失失

某些人中学毕业了。
心慌慌，慌失失…
前路茫茫，寻求靠岸。
救救我，救救我…

琪琪想念什么，就去吧。
没有钱，快快买一份报纸，里头有很多奖学金之类的…
以你的成绩，应该可以拿到吧，不过要看好好附带条件。

我有快你们一个阶段了。
你们中学毕业，我可要大学毕业罗（如果顺利的话）

elo

Hi, how is everyone? I'm interested to hear from Kei, Yyy and David. Ho is always online. Haha.
Any scout activities going on? Ho, you are graduating soon right?
The weather here is warming up nicely. Finally, can wear some nice clothes without having to layer on multiple coats.
Anyway, people should post more. :(

三指礼

谁还记得三指礼？
是什么东东？

因为童军而相识

因为童军而相识。
一起共学习，一同去努力。

因为童军而相识。
一起去旅行，一同去游览。

因为童军而相识。
可能成知己，可能变夫妻。

因为童军而相识。
可能点头交，可能万年友。

from home

well, at least the home I'm in now. I really miss both my brothers. I'm super tired now. have been online for quite long. sigh I know I shouldn't have subscribed to the internet. dammit.
am quite worried about my university application. according to some people its considered late already and i still have to write up a personal statement telling why i would like to study at X university. sigh. I'm procrastinating.
shoot me.

bad weather

hey guys,
sorry didn't mean to not update. its difficult have to update everyone without internet at home. I will get it soon but my bank account hasn't been processed yet. Im in school now, weather is really bad. woke up because the wind was literally howling. almost blew me away.
anyway my classes are starting soon. I will try my best to email and everything. promise. Oh but i have crazy lots of assignments. so please don't be too angry. Only David and Ho seems to read only. hehe

燕蕙又失踪了？

那个外国留学的，很巴闭咩？
别以为久久捎来一封依喵~就可以玩失踪！
你给我滚上来！
放上你国外的照片！！

2008年3月3日

想不到可以标什么题目，所以就地取材。事情是这样的。当晚，10.13pm就不想继续读化学、力学了（难怪成绩。。。），为了逗Zoe（表外甥女）开心，我已睡佛的姿势躺在床上，我与外婆和Zoe一起睡同一间房。又有一点显，所以就听听佛曲，听到一首关于孝道的歌，突然有点感触，看着外婆沉睡的样子，回忆童年，记得常与她一起去巴刹，煲糖水，还有整天抱着她弄给我的小枕头（还用着），眼角出现半滴的泪水。Zoe看到我在发呆的样子，便问我原因。

Zoe : “Koko, what are you doing?”
Me : “Thinking loh…”
Zoe : “Thinking what?”
Me : “Thinking how Tai Ma(福建话的great grandma) sayang me when I was small loh! You also think lah!”
Zoe : “OK!”

我继续回忆，不久后好像听到她喃喃自语，把家人的称呼一一列出来（koko，taima等）。

Me : “Zoe, what are you doing?”
Zoe : “Thinking loh!”
Me : “Then what are you thinking about?”
Zoe : “Hehehe，thinking lah!” (zadao....)
Me : “Oh..ya ah..”

突然间杀出一句话。

Zoe : “David Koko, everybody will become old…”
Me : “Ha? Why say so suddenly?”
Zoe : “Everybody will become old like Taima, then walk very slow one…”
Me : “Oh…yalah, then you leh?”
Zoe : “I also will become old, then you must wait for me when I walk very slowly..”
Me : “Nolah, you must wait for me, I will be older.”

就这样，我们争论了差不多1分钟。

Me : “So, you must wait for Taima when she is walking ya?”
Zoe : “Ya!”

其实，这并不偶然。
我记得好几个月前，Zoe扶着外婆走，外婆较慢，Zoe又急性子, 结果扶变成拖，又那么“黑仔”，给我看到了，就骂她一餐。内容大概是老人家老了，行动比较慢，年轻的我们要放慢速度，不然很危险，我们以后也会变老，也要人家扶，难到以后你会喜欢别人这样对待你吗？

当时她愣在那儿，用很无辜的眼神看着我，我却没有想到她把我的话听起来了。

所以说，不要以为小孩子什么都不懂，我们的一言一句都会对他们留下深刻的印象，正所谓“三岁定八十”。

yenwei night

group photo david looks 'bai ci'

LRT hehe

husband and wife
zzzzzzzz
friendly paper
yy kk ww
y yyy so white??

not ready.
ready
cheese
2nd uncle
special soya bean

hey, the four of us, finally, after so long.
why is everyone eating except me?
David.. swt..
mmm.. yum?
hahaha.. i look fat x(

wow, so big leh, got my night. hehe. thanks guys

Night and Morning

Its night time at my place and morning in Malaysia. wow.
So far no suffering from jet lag cause Im such a pig I just sleep, a lot.
erm well, at parents' friend's house. Very beautiful house. Very English.
Anyway, I sent you guys an e guys :)mail, I'm going to send one with pictures.
Sorry if this is irrelevant to the blog.
love you guys
:)